That being said, this $10 blueberry colada was tasty.
|$10 blueberry colada|
It's a little surreal that I'll be moving away from this city in less than 3 weeks (supposing I find a place to live, yeeps!).
I'm also a little terrified about what will be my first visit back to anywhere to which I'd ever been before I moved NY (specifically, back to Dallas at the end of April) because on the one hand, I'm terribly afraid that while I feel like I have changed and grown to the point where I'm this stronger, much more confident, wiser, more adult human being who understands so much more about the world than I did when I lived there, I'll wind up reverting right back to feeling the same that there I did back then, buying into all the same old dramas and and insecurities and shynesses and dynamics and feelings I had, and then on the other hand... I'm afraid I won't at all.